Heart or Mind

A girl I like
I told her how I felt
She was faltered beyond
But only as a best friends
Her and I will stay
She told me that
It hurt not like I thought
The pain was not much

I thought I wouldn’t like her
The opposite occurred
My feelings increased on queue
She’s all I think about
All that comes to mind
All I want to have
All I want to keep
All I ever would need

Being young is hard
All saying it is easy
Not when love hits
And confusion settles
Questions arise
No answers follow
Is this love or lust
Am I right or wrong

When answers come
Time is no longer here
It comes too late
So now I am blind
Picking door one or two
Saying right or left
Speaking up or being quiet
Keep loving or find another

It is so hard
My heart says she is the one
My mind says she said no
Move on it screams
Hold on my heart pleads
I want to have her
But she said friends
Understand my lonely heart…
…..understand…